DancingWithDogs

If I drown myself tonight, Will I still be alive? If I cry tonight Will I be alright? If I go deep down under   Will I ever resurface? Or will I stay Stay in the depths where it’s nice and warm Were up is down and agony is bliss Maybe I will, maybe I will Maybe I will stay   Down here in my cave Save and free from obligation and just bathe Quite and quaint I like it here Down here were I will never breathe If I cover myself with this blanket Will I still exist? I hope not. ~ HELLA :) so i don't know about this one... It took literally like five minutes.. I just thought 'better just post somethin'. Sorry it's all so depre

I must enjoy this. I must savor every moment. Before the fog comes and washes over me once more. Before the emptiness comes and swallows me up again, leaving me lost in forever. Leaving me blind in a world of sight. I must enjoy my manic happiness, even though it is not real. I must fear the return of blackness. When the time comes, when the fog has lifted, the darkness will come and claim me. It will make me it's victim, victor and widow. It will paralyze me with the depths of my fears and i cannot breathe. I must enjoy my rushed thoughts and irrational thinking. My impulsive ideas and my high pitched, hyper active voic

Staying alive on artificial happiness Trees with black and cracked branches Pawns become real And I begin to feel Hands lost, mind pushed over Frost covered leaves, the television broken Flashing, crashing, toasting, roasting Feeling, reeling, emptiness reeking Madness, sadness, friendless beeping Heartache, back break, no one sleeping Teeth white, eyes wide These lives flash bright Bread crumbs, butcher comes To steal and heal and break the law To bend and send us all to hell One, two, three, four I can’t take this anymore Five, six, seven, eight Trapped inside with all this hate Mind found, peace restored Fly away